I honestly operate everyday feeling like I might explode with excitement - the inverse also happens, I do have a charmed life but it is still, in fact, Life - that feels like it is violently, in a good way, bubbling up within me and focused on the goal of Bursting Free to shower the people with its shards.
That might not be the image I was going for.
However, since Grade 10 my friend Bella and I would/do greet each other by wildly flicking our fingers together in a manic flutter kind of way like trying to use each others fingers to snap the others' - I'll have a gif of this one day and it's only now seeming strange I do not already - to demonstrate this phenomenon.
I beam with joy to music all the time - I am trying to circle around to why I call this space Living Room Dance party. I tried to picture where I am happiest, to be able to send that out from here. It is just as likely that this blog could have been called OMIGODROLLERCOASTERWHEEEEEE! and yet.
Dance like no one's watching seems like an overused/trite phrase but really? Doesn't it feel great? Don't you have a memory of laughing/smiling so wide you almost split your face in two, sweaty Betty shaking your
(un/co-ordinated) hips to your JAM!?! I for realsies have the music in me.
But do you know what I feel dance like no one's watching is really saying?
LIKE YOUR DAMN SELF AND STOP GIVING A FUCK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINIONS.
Like our friend Rihanna (WHY Riri! Why Fist Brown? Does the DB have effing Ecstasy on his abusive dick?) says - No more fucks to give! I picture hands, papers etc being thrown in the air when I hear that phrase like this:
Don't you just LOVE someecards?
Anyhoo, I am happiest surrounded by my friends watching them laugh and love with each other and be so centered in the mindset that This is It, This is Perfect.
Well, I'm crying that song kills me and I have the emotional stability of a 11 yr old. Soooo....
Haiku time!
Shake my rumpshaker!
I know you wanna shimmy
Letting go, be free
xo
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