Wouldn’t it be interesting to be able to see what the difference in other worlds would be if one small thing (conversation, intersection crossing, sandwich) changed? 

Not even to go to that world or have it actually be able to change anything other than your perception of your 'real' world? Like you could say (because of course there is a giant complicated looking machine that you would say this too, who else would project the accurate reality of how the world would have ended up with the factor change) What is the world like if we were all respectful polyamourous mono-partnership people? 
Is there less war? What if every faith based community place was really the demonstration of the more joyous, loving example of that faith’s basic tenets? And that was carried into the street? I’m a kinder, more peaceful version of me? Or is everyone going crazy from a monotonous, static existence? I love that, "I’m just sayin" (TM - me. "You/They're not wrong" - also TM to me. That's my shit) has become a widespread colloquialism. I want more plants in my living space. 

My nails are getting super long, almost uncomfortable but I am kinda curious to see what grotesque length they could achieve before I break 2 which is my manicure limit. Sometimes the Peak is untouchable in their mixes and sometimes I’m like you’re killing me with this overplayed, mangy mix. I do love Dan Mangan at anytime though. When I am being funniest to me, it’s hard to break the streak of hilarity to record it which would change the paths my brain is on and would probably just be me staring at a screen grinning like a buffoon instead of staring off into space. I wonder why my nails have lasted so long? they are too long to type comfortably with, I should chop’em. 

It’s interesting to watch people in the alley way. Hearing my radio, other people in their apartments, passersby, drivers, helicopters. Funny to think of how preoccupied I am with me and there is so much life happening that is preoccupied with itself. Not that this grandiose musing will ever stop me from wondering if this dress makes my ass look fat - and by fat I mean phat since I have an awesome posterior. I like it at least. 

The older I get the more I like putting stuff back in its place. It’s so amazing to not have the stressy sweating exasperation of where are my fucking keys? Where did I put my bank card after the bar? Who moved my phone? I also like slippers but thong ones because I have hot feet but sometimes they start of cool and I'd like a little comfort. 

I love True Blood. The books were steamy, groping, neck stroking good reads. The TV shows do a lot to stimulate my imagination as well. Alexander Skarsgard is a total yes. 
I love when music reminds me of people that make me happy. Only Jason Mraz is rage inducing. I even hate his last name. I wouldn’t hate it on someone else, just his douchtastic ass biting self. 

I have lived by 2 firestations now and not gotten lucky. I don’t want to be a ho on a stroll about this but I have walked by on my way to neighbours/public transit, and run by all sweaty with great sunglasses on, so what gives you sluts? Everyone knows you’re supposed to be a sure thing. Maybe that’s why you don’t approach, why ask when it gets thrown in your hands? I wish my cat wouldn’t drink the mossy gross balcony water. 

I wish I had True Blood on my computer I would love to be watching re-runs of that. I wish I knew what was the gaddamn ‘end' key on a Mac. My neighbours have a really awesome balcony they have used their tiny space amazingly well unlike me who just melted her Canadian flag on her bbq. Sorry about everything. I have no desire to ride a motorcycle or be around giant snakes. I can’t stand spiders. I do like getting way off topic. Well, assuming I can close the loop and go back to the original conversation within a reasonable to me amount of time. White fist of frustration pose. Now that’s funny - good tag line y yoga. 
I love Moubebe. 

Geckos. Wild

I wish I had a remote for the radio station or my iPod. Man do I miss several things of living with Cory, I love a media-related technological house. I would like someone to just do that for me and slowly so I can absorb the knowledge and make it mine. Maybe there’s a youtube video. Control arrow is the end key. I hope I can store this knowledge. I am hearing the giant purple thing from ATHF’s voice saying that every time. Kn-ow-ledge. 

Nawimean?

a haiku: 

Dude, that's so profound

burnt sugar is a real treat

now I'm gas powered

xo